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今天的我不曾笑过
从来都不曾发生在我身上的事
很无奈
很多很多的事
视乎都把我的颈给绑地喘不过来

是不是人越大就越没笑容？
以前都笑别人说什么大事可以连笑难
现在的我，
终于了解了。

只要一个不小心，
就搞得自己片体鳞伤。
又不能让父母操心就会自己扛
父母何曾不是这样

懂我的人却不了解我
不体谅我
可能我也有忽略的地方
可是我真的很希望你明白
这么做都是为了我们
长远的计划

仿佛电视剧的开始
就会有仿佛电视剧的事降临
我接受了

Reality

好累，
但我没办法入睡

人越长大，就越没有笑容
I started to realize,
because of responsibility,
burden

Grew,
I'm not happy at all
what does happy really means ??

Today,
we've in the fight.
You break my privacy,
and watch my things.
ya~
maybe what i said, isn't right
that was my fault i apologize.

then i step back and think,
i realized that what i really want,
and needed,
it is FREEDOM
that's why my name be named

as well as,
MONEY !

26th Dec i wasn't happy at all.
Think...

Reluctant beautiful

I've been listen up the song that i don't even understand a single word, a single meaning..
Yet, i went through it.
It means, everything on the surface, it shows its advantages, benefits, good things and etc.
Yet, come to deeper, you'll realized that there are such sadness, suffer, struggle hidden in behind.
And want to make yourself shout it louder and loudest !

A song i used to describe me myself, my thinking.
A lyric that only happened in drama, in abnormal people's life.
And I had been involved.
just because of I love you.
I've been critiqued,
I've been look down,
I've been misunderstood.
I've been hurt,
I've been cheated,
I've been a fooled,
I've been fell,
I've been cried,
I've fed up,
I've complaining,
I've learnt,
I've insisted,
I stand.
The process wasn't that easy.
It has to be required 100% strong heart 


In that process, 
Music is my damn best friend ..
MR.M you'd touched the deepest in my heart, 
much more than my parent do.
Mr.M with spiritual guru.
Mr. C captured down all the thought that I went through.
all the memories,
although it is just memory.
it will be live long in every scene in my eye, my heart.
Just like a movie film, spinning in my mind .

Earth is always the dangerous planet in the space
nothing is real.
Temporary existing.

At least i never betray on my relationship, my thought
Triangle relationship, listen up.
If really happen on me, 
Please ask she 
don't forget me,
don't forget such a pretty handsome guy,
do love her so much.
Even though, the ending doesn't goes beautiful because of me,
But the process did went beautiful because of my present..
I bless
Bless in sincere

有着落了

到最后，我这瘦弱无力的双手还是握不紧那双重达千吨的手

明知不可能，却还盼望着奇迹

明知不可能，却盼望着未来。

说穿了，还不是不接受，

不愿承受。

一直都以为自己是个超级坚强的人，

到头来还不是懦夫一个。

我领悟，学会了，懂了

再这么洒脱都洒脱不了潇洒。

很抱歉，辜负了
你的期望，

对不起，我的心。

给了你太大的热血，

却没想到给了你那么大的后遗症。

累了..

一辈子讨厌寂寞，

要和它绝交的我，

又再次和好啦~~

对不起，眼泪

连那点把你守住的力量都失去了。

好爽 ！！

我成长了，

人生的一个阶段，

上帝老爷还真不手下留情。

爽啦 ！！ 

Stand up

I remember why i insist for, without giving up.
just try my best to get you.

Every single of your actions,
it shows, yes i can.
You gave me hopes,
and you kick me off into hell.

I fell and i stand again,
I'm still walking with wounds,
It's painless due to hope.
There is shadow behind The sun.
endless.

"GIVE UP, THINK WHY YOU WORK SO HARD FOR"
Sorry , i'm gonna let go you for awhile,
for this time only.
I'm really sorry,
I'd trusted on you so much.
I got so much of knowledge,
consideration from you.
I'm sorry,
trust you like a petty.
I'm sorry,
I'm still fail.
I'm sorry,
I'm not afford to do so, on and on.
A million of sorry,
Yet thank you for taught me so much of consideration.

I really think im just standing infront of your door,
and just waiting for you to open.
I really think there is no more gap,
although is a gap i could still cross it.
I'm innocent..
Idiot.
There is actually a key holder,
A only key,
although that people is standing next side behind the door,
She has no key.
Idiot standing outside and think it'll open.
Idiot, idiot, idiot.
You're strong, brave,
I proud of.
But,
Stop standing there,
there will be no key for you.
You dont need enforcement.
Idiot,
You're not idiot anymore,
You're hero, you're really brave enough.
Then, Idiot let go,
strong decision !

People on another side,
Please remember there is strong Man,
Did waiting for a "open" .
Remember~~
Even~~

超人累了

心似海底针，
所努力一切都很茫茫~~
针，
从何而来，
如果它有生命，
它是怎么想的？

超人拼命的寻找，
好不容易找到些线索，位置，
一不留意，便随海水飘走了~

超人累了，
因得到无声的回应~
超人累了，
不会飞了~

I hope.

Hmmm~

What is your point of view about "2gather" ?

When 2 people live together,

balancing each other is the point !

That i most hope so,

be honest, be supporting, be understanding,

be helping.

Everything could be done together

with happy~~

seriously i hope..