Reality

好累，
但我没办法入睡

人越长大，就越没有笑容
I started to realize,
because of responsibility,
burden

Grew,
I'm not happy at all
what does happy really means ??

Today,
we've in the fight.
You break my privacy,
and watch my things.
ya~
maybe what i said, isn't right
that was my fault i apologize.

then i step back and think,
i realized that what i really want,
and needed,
it is FREEDOM
that's why my name be named

as well as,
MONEY !

26th Dec i wasn't happy at all.
Think...

Reluctant beautiful

I've been listen up the song that i don't even understand a single word, a single meaning..
Yet, i went through it.
It means, everything on the surface, it shows its advantages, benefits, good things and etc.
Yet, come to deeper, you'll realized that there are such sadness, suffer, struggle hidden in behind.
And want to make yourself shout it louder and loudest !

A song i used to describe me myself, my thinking.
A lyric that only happened in drama, in abnormal people's life.
And I had been involved.
just because of I love you.
I've been critiqued,
I've been look down,
I've been misunderstood.
I've been hurt,
I've been cheated,
I've been a fooled,
I've been fell,
I've been cried,
I've fed up,
I've complaining,
I've learnt,
I've insisted,
I stand.
The process wasn't that easy.
It has to be required 100% strong heart 


In that process, 
Music is my damn best friend ..
MR.M you'd touched the deepest in my heart, 
much more than my parent do.
Mr.M with spiritual guru.
Mr. C captured down all the thought that I went through.
all the memories,
although it is just memory.
it will be live long in every scene in my eye, my heart.
Just like a movie film, spinning in my mind .

Earth is always the dangerous planet in the space
nothing is real.
Temporary existing.

At least i never betray on my relationship, my thought
Triangle relationship, listen up.
If really happen on me, 
Please ask she 
don't forget me,
don't forget such a pretty handsome guy,
do love her so much.
Even though, the ending doesn't goes beautiful because of me,
But the process did went beautiful because of my present..
I bless
Bless in sincere

有着落了

到最后，我这瘦弱无力的双手还是握不紧那双重达千吨的手

明知不可能，却还盼望着奇迹

明知不可能，却盼望着未来。

说穿了，还不是不接受，

不愿承受。

一直都以为自己是个超级坚强的人，

到头来还不是懦夫一个。

我领悟，学会了，懂了

再这么洒脱都洒脱不了潇洒。

很抱歉，辜负了
你的期望，

对不起，我的心。

给了你太大的热血，

却没想到给了你那么大的后遗症。

累了..

一辈子讨厌寂寞，

要和它绝交的我，

又再次和好啦~~

对不起，眼泪

连那点把你守住的力量都失去了。

好爽 ！！

我成长了，

人生的一个阶段，

上帝老爷还真不手下留情。

爽啦 ！！ 

Stand up

I remember why i insist for, without giving up.
just try my best to get you.

Every single of your actions,
it shows, yes i can.
You gave me hopes,
and you kick me off into hell.

I fell and i stand again,
I'm still walking with wounds,
It's painless due to hope.
There is shadow behind The sun.
endless.

"GIVE UP, THINK WHY YOU WORK SO HARD FOR"
Sorry , i'm gonna let go you for awhile,
for this time only.
I'm really sorry,
I'd trusted on you so much.
I got so much of knowledge,
consideration from you.
I'm sorry,
trust you like a petty.
I'm sorry,
I'm still fail.
I'm sorry,
I'm not afford to do so, on and on.
A million of sorry,
Yet thank you for taught me so much of consideration.

I really think im just standing infront of your door,
and just waiting for you to open.
I really think there is no more gap,
although is a gap i could still cross it.
I'm innocent..
Idiot.
There is actually a key holder,
A only key,
although that people is standing next side behind the door,
She has no key.
Idiot standing outside and think it'll open.
Idiot, idiot, idiot.
You're strong, brave,
I proud of.
But,
Stop standing there,
there will be no key for you.
You dont need enforcement.
Idiot,
You're not idiot anymore,
You're hero, you're really brave enough.
Then, Idiot let go,
strong decision !

People on another side,
Please remember there is strong Man,
Did waiting for a "open" .
Remember~~
Even~~

超人累了

心似海底针，
所努力一切都很茫茫~~
针，
从何而来，
如果它有生命，
它是怎么想的？

超人拼命的寻找，
好不容易找到些线索，位置，
一不留意，便随海水飘走了~

超人累了，
因得到无声的回应~
超人累了，
不会飞了~

I hope.

Hmmm~

What is your point of view about "2gather" ?

When 2 people live together,

balancing each other is the point !

That i most hope so,

be honest, be supporting, be understanding,

be helping.

Everything could be done together

with happy~~

seriously i hope..

Starting of my 19th

hmmnn..

another tiring life has been over.

just a plenty of time for me to update blog & status.

a very loud HI !!!

As i'd promised i'll achieve something much better than last year,

YES ! i did do.

hmmmmnn...

I was started to be mature in term of the way i dress up,

the way i think (little bit)

I do bought Polo Tee to show that mature ? thats how i think anyway

Let go the korean style, cause the expenditure of Korean style might expensive than english style,

in additon, Korean style is keeping on changing and changing upgrading !!

Seriously couldnt afford to do so.

Besides that,

which makes my motivation on making those promises is the career and the sparkling in front people !

Yes! i made it !

When i was 18, i'd participated into a boy-search contest.

And that was just the 1st step for stepping in to my dream's career.

In this 19, i have did more than last year and achieved more !!
I'm not alone in this field, i have all those people who supporting me at the back

parent, group members, lecturers, beloved, and friends !

Appreciate it.

By the way, i was born from SUNSHINE BOY.

And now, i was invited again to join another group which famous in social network and some of the magazines.

Wow,

it seems a very good opportunity, yet it makes me feel guilty and irritate !

Anyway, i joined them finally. Its a good start for toward this field.

Ya~~ the details of my show~~

The trailer..

MR. SIMPLE BY MICHAEL POH & SUNSHINE BOY

The live show

Mr. Simply Presented By Michael Poh & Sunshine Boy -- Glam Chic Korean Wave 2012

Have a look !! =)

Another happiest thing that i did is,

I found a girl that i really love and i willing to put myself in even thought it may get me hurt !

thats what love means. I understand finally !

no word can even explain.

I contributed my efforts on her, and i feel happy as well as her. I guess ><

Thats enough.

The 1st surprise that i gave her was the 7roses.

Ya~ she shocked when i gave her and nothing expression on her face.

By that time i felt sad, but it pull me back after we talked.

Whats the meaning of 7roses?? seriously i dont know.

So i mean it myself, which means be together (in chinese)

We do hang out after that and ...........

to be continue ....

just waiting =)

The 1st movie we watched =) and the cloth as well

I'd achieved of my target !! =D

keep it going, dont stop.

And finish strong DOM.

精彩的18岁

好久没有update部落格了~

结束了2011， 正式踏入了2012

有些什么感想呢？

回头想想，

2011我究竟做了些什么呢？

hnmmmmm~~~

结束高中生活的年轻人，

懵懵懂懂的开始了人生另个路程

从来没有好好的计划过。

人说嘛，

到了这阶段都会面对抉择。

我也是一样的。

花了好几个月的时间在思考自己未来的路应该走哪。

父母也会不停地在唠叨

“想好了没啊？要干吗啊？ 想很久了勒~”

甚至让我觉得是压力，

但，我知道这是他们的关心。

所以，

就决定了修读 “室内设计”。

既不会闷，又能赚钱，父母又不反对。

开课，入了学，

开始认识来自不同各地的朋友，

适应。

基本上都ok。

唯有语言上有些障碍，

因为本身英文都不好！
所以，

也尝试了一些改变，很努力的去练习，增值.

最后稍微有些进步啦>< 哈哈

不会英文就少了很多跟别人互动的机会了嘛~

因为我，

超讨厌被人忽略的！！

所以！！！

有位老师说过：

“别人没有认识你的必要，不过我绝对有推销自己的权力”！

读了几个学期，开始觉得无聊，没兴趣，想转系！

可是父母都不同意~

所以也想了下~

人生嘛~ 本来就不是每件事是完美的，百分百跟着自己所想象的

上帝把世界万物都以“均衡”来设计~~

所以有得就有所失~

又继续的读下去。

听人家说，

18岁的图画都会是最精彩的~

哈哈~

我参加了一个全国性比赛，

“新洲日报活力少男2011”

不知哪来的勇气？

（又没有什么才艺）！哈哈

一开始，是因为想进入演艺圈

但过后就不这么想了~

入围了，在里面学习了不少东西，也认识了不少朋友

我很庆幸我入围了~

也真正的领悟到“成功的定义”

所谓的成功，

“并不是物质上的成功，而是心灵上的得到”

在活力少男的训练里，

少男们都努力的练习，但也很努力的“交心”

都毫无保留地相处，即使是短短的一个月

还有就是，

保姆们无微不至的照顾，赞！！

是我人生中最漂亮的18岁 O(∩_∩)O~~

看来我未来是 “实发”（广东）了！！ 哈哈哈

hnmmm

《那些年》说道：“世界上本来就有很多事是徒劳无功的”

在我看来，

世界上徒劳无功的事都是为了给于我们丰富的人生！

有目标，就会有进步~

在2012里我希望能够有所改变，

@变得更成熟（思想，外表）

@更有内涵

@更有钱！

@更有名！

@更多朋友！

加油啦 ！！

2012更精彩 ！！